Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Crappy feeling no more
Woke up this morning with so much enthusiasm, inspired and excited with life new challenges, I've multiple projects in mind, all going at once, hehe!! getting hyper again and I love being like this because it's me, I missed doing actions, Loving the variety of life on earth, it keeps me going, you can't just lock me on my room, nah....I really hate the feeling of being tied down, it will make me sick...I feel pretty awesome today and I hope tomorrow will be even more fantastic!!...haha!! Can you feel the intense?? Well, that's the spirit....it has been quite sometime now that I almost forgot the feeling of being awesome and fantastic because I've tried to change for having an attitude problem, I know, I do and all that. A lot of unpleasant stuffs that constantly happening made me felt down and crappy. Blaming and isolating myself with stressful thoughts made things more even harder for me. Such change in an instant and imperfect conception can't make you a different person...Oh well, I thank god that he made me realized that there are many valuable things that I can do; we can't abruptly change everything, overnight. Learning through process not instantly that will make us a better person...For now, I should have taken advantage on my drive and looking for other things that can help me stay motivated...It's always best to be yourself, from now on I will give up the illusion of perfection...Exerting energy and my time with some beneficial work is definitely on cue....
Sunday, June 19, 2011
what valued the most
Hi there!!
My name is Analiza Valenzuela!!! but I just go by my nickname “Ana”…. I was born and raised here in Philippines. Growing up as a child was one of the fondest memories I’ve ever had. I remember the time when my sister and I were playing barbie dolls, race running at our backyard, climbing the trees, feeding ducks and chickens, going to parks and places and enjoying life in general. I may say that childhood was the best part of one's life..I was just thinking of how quickly time goes by, it seems like it was yesterday..haha!! Those were the days…OOpppss....Time to grow up and move on ,I am 33 years old now, married and have 3 kids already...These is my so called another chapter of my life, we all travel in different paths and learned that life ain’t easy.. Its far different from the time when you are still a kid, the time that you didn't have to worry about anything..Im not getting any younger, have to go ahead and need to set things right like raising my own children, me as a wife and being a career woman. My hubby is a self employed and running his own business , a Dog Training School, which so far quite earn a good income,enough for us to pay bills and buy pretty stuff we like.He keeps telling me to just stop from working for me to be able to spend more quality time for them. I worked as a Wedding Planner and had a terrible, demanding job schedules, being a wedding planner is NO joke, working as a shock absorber...aawwww......its indeed stressful not to mention the discreet protest of my hubby and kiddos, sigh =(( I need to choose between my career and family...they need me,i know, but on the back of my mind its telling me that I still have to pursue my job since I’m at the point of almost having my own name in wedding planning industry people are starting to appreciate and recognize my works. Ooh my! Need to set my priorities urgently, making a major decision in my life, How I wish that my dad was still alive,he once told me that whatever choice I make or the decision that I take, it will have long-lasting effect,so better trust my heart desires for there are things that worth the risk. My kids are growing up and at the stage of experimentation and confusion, I don’t want to miss things at this point of time ,I need to be hands on to guide them, I want my kids to grow the way my parents raised us. .I grew up with a great family..that’s how i want my kids to grow up as well..i want them to feel same level of happiness and contentment as how I felt before..I want them to enjoy their childhood, so clear enough, there is no reason for me at all to prolong my agony of choosing between my family and career because I so knew from the very beginning, if what’s my priorities and more important to me, that is why I decided to quit my job as a wedding planner even at the pick of my career,maybe it wasn't really meant for me.... My family is the most precious gifts from god I have ever received, nothing with more value, will never trade them for the world. I will never, ever regret the decision I've made, everything for them.Things changes in just blink of an eye, yes that fast... Vacation is now over, my kids spending more of their time in school….as time passed by without doing something new I started to get a bit bored ,before I used to be a very busy person that wishes to just stay at home specially when Im stress and frustrated in my work...now that I am at home, I am starting to get a little boredom a little ironic , eehhrr….having nothing to do and no where to go and not having a job…. cleaning our house many times,over…haha!! Then, I find myself spending time in front of the computer here I saw the ways of earning without leaving home,Wow,Its pretty awesome!! right... at least I can work and avoid boredom while at the same time I can also be with my family and attend right away to their needs. So I started to search for the legitimate work here and to make my story a little short..Here it is,you are now about to finish reading my very first own blog. I just hope you like it,Im so looking forward to share more useful content on my blogs...I also would like to ask for your understanding for the flaws on my way of writing,Im just a newbie here and will try to do the best i can to improve my future article....Have a nice time ahead!!
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